Tuesday, November 22, 2011

I'm Slacking!



Wow, I know. I should get "Worst Blogger Award". Life has been crazy and I have been neglecting my blog. Where do I begin?

Bug is growing so much everyday! She's 20 months now and talking up a storm! Sh'es so smart and she continues to make me smile each and every day!





Work has been going okay, just getting past slow season and gearing up for the holidays. I'm excited to start being busy to the max! I love that I get to be home with Reese more. I'm only working 2 to 3 days a week.

Health wise, I'm still frustrated. Being told different things by different doctors and what's linked with Lupus and what's not. I'm feeling so old lately and I hate it. I'm more exhausted everyday and my moods are being effected by how frustrated I am with how I'm feeling. I try REALLY hard to hide it and act like I'm fine, but it's getting harder and harder as time goes on.


As all my doctors tell me "stress will make you feel worse", I am well aware. But, please, tell me HOW I am to eliminate my stress? Seriously. I feel like I just need a break. A BIG BREAK. I honestly think Reese is the only good thing that has been handed to me in the past few years (and although I'm eternally grateful I have her) I'm ready for a break from the craziness in my life. I'm tired of having one thing go wrong after the other, there's always a million things going on at once and I'm sick of it! I want to be one of those people who doesn't give a shit how to fix other people's problems. I want to be selfish and only care about what IIIII want.

Okay, I'm done whining.


I promise I will catch you up on what we've been up to lately. Just had to get that rant out of the way.

And I'll post all the latest pictures from our adventures!

Until next time...

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